Tonight I was reminded of how much love I had for you. It was nice looking back to some really fun and great memories that we shared. And I would be lying to myself if I say I don’t love you anymore. I still do, and maybe I always will but… I love you less now. That’s progress.
Sometimes, I wish I could just erase
you in my life all those memories of you and me but tonight, I realized I want to keep them. Because it reminds me that I bleed, that I can feel pain, that I know what love is.
Time heals all wounds but scars remain.
So many things happened in my life this year both good and bad, happy and sad, but I am nothing but grateful.
I think of the negative things and I feel a little bit sad but then again, I look back on all of the wonderful things and I realize that 2012 is definitely one of the greatest years of my life and I just feel blessed to have spent this precious time with the people I love at home.
It was a busy year indeed. From Tita’s wedding, to Mom and brother being sick, to the time Gade was born and so many other things.
The best gift I received was Lulu. My lovely little Pomeranian princess.
The best birthday gift was an out of the country trip :)
The most sulit concert I’ve seen was Maroon 5’s (ADAM!!!!!) but the best one would probably The Fray’s.
I was a suki of Smart Araneta, definitely. Haha. It was the first time I won a major contest, a free ticket to the AI Season 11 concert via flyPAL.
I gained new companions and friends. And I would say, I lost one :(
I got a beating from the last quarter of this year. Strong and powerful jabs left and right that I couldn’t even throw a punch back. But then again, whenever I look at my family, and friends, and all the things that God has provided me with, I still feel nothing but grateful. I know that with the people I love, and who loves me unconditionally, I can do just about anything. I am strong because they give me hope and strength.
It was a year full of dealing with difficult people (that, I still need some training). A year when I didn’t have seconds thoughts on doing things that make me happy, and so now, I don’t have regrets :)
To you, who has been a part of my wonderful 2012, thank you.
To you, who has been a part of my awful 2012, thank you.
I wish that good things will start happening to good people. And I hope that good things happen to bad people too, so that they’ll stop their evil doings and they’ll start to realize the wonderful life they’re missing.
Closing this year, I just wanna leave all the negative things behind. Will start ignoring annoying people in my life and will just focus on the good things. I hope I could manage to do that all throughout 2013.
Cheers to the year that was and to another chance for me, and you, to get it right! And before I forgot, yey! The world didn’t end. :)
Mackenzie, I love you.
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I got the chance to see the play last August 31, 2012 at Quantum Cafe. Naikwento ko naman na sa previous post ko kung pano ko nalaman ang tungkol dito and honestly, it lived up to my expectations and more.
We were early so we had a chance to have dinner.
We ordered a healthy vegan meal: red pasta, patatas bravas and wheat pizza. The wheat pizza is to die for! Ang sarap! The ticket for the play comes with one complimentary drink.
The play started a little late around 7:45PM.
Naiyak ako several times. Yung iyak na tinatago dahil nakaupo ako sa harap. :)) Pero seriously, tagos eh. Hay, love and its complications. Bakit ba kasi ganon ang love? Bakit ang hirap magmahal? Bakit yung mahal mo hindi ka mahal? Bakit more often than not, it’s too late? Bakit ba kasi ang pait ng kape? o ng beer? Bakit?!
Hindi ko maidentify yung sarili ko with just one character. Feeling ko ako si Joel, na kahit na pinagsisigawan mo na sa taong mahal mo yung nararamdaman mo ayaw parin maniwala. Hindi mo alam kung nagbubulagbulagan lang o ayaw lang niya talaga.
Feeling ko ako si Sunshine, loving Marlowe from afar. Kahit alam kong sleazy at douchebag, wala e, mahal ko.
And most of all, feeling ko ako si Eric, takot sa rejection. Ayaw umamin sa tunay na nararamdaman kasi takot nang masaktan. Takot nang mabalewala. Pero the more I try to shoo the feelings away, the more it keeps coming back. Pucha. Kainis eh.
“Pwede namang cord, o candle, pero best man?! Pucha!”
“Minsan masarap lang isipin na pwede pa”
“Ikaw ang play ko na sana totoo nalang”
“Love? There’s no such thing.”
Thank you sa staff na super nice! Sa sobra nilang nice napabili ako ng t-shirt! =p At thank you kay Juan Ekis sa napakahusay na likha!
May pagkakataon pa kayong manood! Last show on September 14! Don’t miss it!
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Sunshine, latte nga please! Double sugar and cream!